im back =)

blogging again..kinda a month didn't update..is it??
first,let me tell u bout her birthday
first,we thought of doing video for her..manatau,that idea taken..
ish...her cousin problem la..
then end up with just a cake and a ..... *she haven't receive it*
that cake i bought from fruity..not exp not cheap..haha
luckily it was nice..everyone also say it
feel like so bangga *lols,too much* haha
hope so i wont get sick also..
cos i kena hujan this morning..
her cake la..wanna give her surprise ma..
but then she like not surprise enough..*kantoi*
jas them some more didn't go..*busy with accounts folio , pity them..do till no need sleep*
anyway .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENAZIR SIM BEE CHANG...

then is guru tingkatan 4A *my class la* ,pn sartina..
today is her birthday as well..we know it this morning
then jenny go call her mom to buy cake..
sadly teacher today puasa..so we ask her to bring back home
she get shock wey when we sing birthday song for her
we sing a few times before they bring the cake in.. *apalah,tak de pakat punya*
after that,need to study pulak..
thought of teacher will skip bm lesson.. ceh..
we also gave her a card as well..
quite nice also,although we did it last minute...
thanks to all 4A's friends

in a week,we bought 3 cakes..
one for bena
one for our teacher pn.sartina
and another one for pn.susy (teacher advisor)

pn.susy birthday was on 29sept..
celebrate at school also..she get surprised also..
and we made her day.. yay !!

yesterday tuition..
something good happen
someone friends back..
congrats...
and something bad happen also..
hell lah...


hey hey..my class now *a.k.a mad house*
nowadays really cant tahan..
everyday our class get mad..siao wan ah??
every single day we got new name for each of us
or something new that really mad and funny..
recently now was about car..
and i dunno which car i belong..
*budak kampung la..tak tahu apa apa*

another thing..
walao,today i experienced it..
i knew who is it already..
and now i know why other people hate her..
cos sampai me pun tak tahan her..
really feel like scolding her..
but cannot la..we must be good girl
must jaga maruah..or not trouble our form teacher again..better not
ishhhh..lost control wey..
see her pun dulan..
*touch wood 100x* *tak berkat scold teacher*
hahahah


wahhh..this few days keep on talking with yj about something
our past especially...hahaha
michelle,we got a lots of similarity..
and thanks for all your opinion..
i pun ada sikit regret cos din take the phone
but past d..apalah,cakap pun tak guna..
but actually,if we come together..dun care apa topic
we also kong beh liao..hahah
yeah la..girls need to talk more than 2 million words a day le..

yay !! holidays again..
lol..but need to go school also..
ishh..not fair..oni science stream need to go
but luckily not all the days..
4 days oni..lol..quite long also..
homework pun never done..
good job la pc..
getting lazier
aiyoyo..apa sudah jadi ??
anyway,i will try to finish it..
all the best..

UB3 is over..

still dead for a month..

a lot of thing happen..
and i UB3 had passed..(hooray)
being so hard during exam time..
main thing is not enuf sleep coz read till late night..
problem is -din rmb what i read although i spent too much of time on it..
so far get a few papers..
marks was totally shit..
why must we every time did wrong in exam??
why we will only know our mistake through exam??
why when we know the mistake we did and in the next exam the same question did not come out,but other else that are more though??
LASTLY, WHY MUST WE HAVING EXAM?????

as the same having a lot of fun time in class
with all the mad mad ppl
now all become more even worser..
i think something went wrong in our brain..

another thing..i miss my phone..
lost dunno when and where..
that bustard really going to get cursed from me..
nothing else to stole..
nonsense..
hope so i have my ss pic soon..
and of course a new phone
dun wan request too much,
but i wish i could get a phone better than the past or the same at it..

recently

from may..
having exam..
iu day..
mural painting..
my birthday..
musical night..
and so on..

exam was ok..luckily i didn't failed this time
cos having open day tomorrow..
gosh..teacher sure say my everything to my mother
and gma is not here..more worst

iu day was a success..
but after iu day was a sad story
pity us,our int. club..

mural painting from 7 to 10 was a nice event 4 us
although we need to spend our 4 days of holidays in hosp
but it is fun..and yet it connect ppl as he says..
yes,but i connect prob 4 me too..
regret i went 4 it 4 a certain reasons

and on the 9th june,
they having a celebration 4 me..
thx teacher 4 the cake..
bena 4 the celebration,
and vev, jasz, monic, wency, soojing, tzeyuan,
calvin, john, choongsern, jianwei, jason, scott who coming also..

thx bena,the first one wish me happy birthday on the night b4,
li jing,hwee chieh, jasdeep(the one who wish me at 12),
kok keong, vendrick, kok wah, yen hui(the one who call me and send me pic msg)
boon chew, layying(the one send me on 5), monica, teck chuan, erin,
triplets, denice , joanne , gavin, sin ying, sebas, shalini, soo jing, ah tze,
hui yee, etc..
and counted wishes they did on facebook..which roughly had 416
thx everyone..

ntg to comment bout musical night..
damn pissed off that time
waste a lot of money..
and the MN was quite . . .

scul reopen..get results and all that..
and a lot of prob still going on..
mood chg every minutes..

all was damn feeling not nice towards A..
but A was SS all the time
doing all things ownself without asking anyone
while B was really behtahan A
doing all kind of stupid thing to get A back to A's life
A's now is slightly change..but its not complete
and C was damn sad for B
doing something which was really STUPID
but B didn't tell C what actually happened
but C could guess it..
btw.. B just did something very wrong
B and D had planned something so that C dunno what really happened
at last,D tells C..
C plan to ask B,but B is not in the mood..
and C was sad and having a mind crowded with problem
seriously if C tells E whats B did,B really will kena
kao kao from E..cos what B did 4 all thing was TOTALLY WRONG
but,hope C could 4gv B and pretending nothing happen..

pls dnt SS over there..u all can,but dnt talk bout me..
i hv been so tired being someone 4 u all..
help u all ,but at last what i get i i got blamed from u all
cant u all just think what u all did to me??
im so fad up..

and..im not purposely to be emo..
is just i have no reasons to laugh or smile..

ntg to say

yeah..someone agree with me..
you deserve it
although i dunno whats going on
but,from my side
i know who you are

trying to act nothings happen
keep on my way
long to go
try to avoid any mistakes
that could make my way lost
anyway,there is still something
the scar wont gone
and, i will remember

flash back..think of what i did the past

all my silliness
hate myself..
in the other way
i am proud of myself
because i went out from the super stupid world
yet,start feeling my self is stepping in the place
and it was stupid world
but as time past,i hope i will remember of what i get the past
something does not good
and should not hold it until now

i am good in acting..hope none realize what i did now..
nothing much to say
because,all make me speechless

1 more month to go
b4 i leave my grdmom..
sad..
bt sumtime feel wanna shift as fast as i could
bt in other hand,i still nid face my mum..lols
ytd,my mom came n brought us home
i tell her bout i chg class thing
she duno at all
i done all the thing myself
without their knowledge..
bla,bla,bla..n i duno they understand o nt
come bek home,bla the same thing 2 my grdmom
then ask her wether can go v mum to PPD
to do my chg class thing o nt
then she replied me
wat for we go if u noe we did not hv chance??
i was angry,then called my mum ask her to go alone
i duno wat her mood that time
bt maybe is quite angry
+ v my answer i gave her
she more angry
then she ask me,what m i gonna say if i meet them,etc etc..
lol..then,wat m i gonna answer her that time??
i feel so irritating n say
then dnt go la..
then she din reply anything..
quiet ny..then i close it..
2dy,my sis came bek
n ask me wether i rude 2wards mom o nt..
i was blur,then she talk bout call thing
then i oni rmb the things happen on phone ytd
then i xplain to her
"im not rude ok..
mom keep quiet after that,what m i gonna to do??
wait her reply me??
o wait my credit to finish??
u think the credit will stop ther??
credit still flow okay..
+ we had ntg to talk d,
since she feel like dnw go
so i close la.."
lol..wat oso wrong
nw oso duno hw
they all say oni..
ntg work..

GRANDMOTHER

i love her so much
bt nw i gonna leave her alone in house
in a quiet place v no children voice n our caring
i still thinking of hw she gonna past her day without us
we been 2gther 4 16 yrs
bt now i gonna leave her
i dnw to hurt her..she is old..
this is causes of my sis that like 2 argue n fight v her ystrdy
obviously we dnt like ppl talk bout us
bt bcz of my sista's fight her back
my grdmom was angry n ask my sis to call my mom
to pick her up
my mom duno wat action should she take
if she come n pick,she sure kena from her mom(my grdmom)
if she din come..she kena juga...
n 2dy,my mom came n talked v my grdmom
that she wanna take us home....
from my place wher i sitting n hv my lunch
i saw an old woman(my grdmom) taking our towels
that had washed n arranged it
we as the grdchild shud do this
bt she done it..
at house,she always care bout us
n help us do this n that
she wake me up,she serve us breakfast n evry meals
she do housework n evrything
our house not like a house without her
if she go 4 holiday,we will felt sux
n uncomfortable,even house oso mess up
im not independent enuf
i still nid her beside me..
b4 i went to hv my bath..
i saw her back walking to the front
my tears drop n whats that appear on my mind is
hw m i gonna live without this woman..
i oso duno hw we live v our fierce mom
n how could she handle us in daily life
due that she still nid 2 work
problems hving here
bt my mom still stand on her decision
that to bring us ther..

problem

form 4 reli create out many problem 4 me..
bt i think it just 4 early of the year
so,just be patient
btw,teacher is doing a survey
of who wanna take acc n drop bio
if many ppl agreed
a new class will be provided..
b4 i dnw bio,phys n chemist
bt since ytd,my look 2wards bio is totally different
i start to love it..
bt it is just starting..
i hvnt go further
in other hand
i hope they drop phys n chem..n add acct
i would be better
bt,if u ask my opinion
i think all the subj are difficult
included BM n BI
which i tot is KACANG b4
lolss..
now is totally not KACANG 4 me..
i cant even write crap on there
btw,i hv to done a eng essay now
n the teacher who will check my work is pn.fazlily
she still sempat to tell us that
WE ARE FORM 4..N I HOPE 2 SEE A WONDERFUL ESSAY
gosh..hw m i gonna handle it..
just try my best..
hope she wont get disappointed..
lols..

feel like wanna go 4 tuition too
bt which centre shud i go??
which centre is better??
hw m i gonna arranged my transport 2 get ther??
n did my mom will let me go??
cz she seriously will mumble me
if i wan get tt money from her
holy..problem huh.?

this evening
a guy reach my home
wearing a sunglasses
i was get shocked
bcz i dnt even noe this guy
he gt down from his motorcycle
n he just quiet
i asked him
who u wanna find??
he just kept quiet..
omg..rude huh??
then i just turn to my computer
n fb-ing
then turned ther again..
n he called my name..
n say u duno me ah??
i was shocked..
n a lot of ques mark in my mind
then i go over again
n i notice his face look familiar
who is uncle DAVID
im not sure,bcz his hairstyle changed
bcum botak..hahaha
then i just open the door
to let him in
i din called him oso
scare wrong person
n gt malu then...
lolss..